+~Flames Of Heaven~+

2005-04-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

Hahas yes yes. I know ... Its beenn longg. Gerr evenn toldd me that this blogg was evenn more deadd thann kennyy's. Tskkk. So here i am todayys. Tonight ... Here. To blogg. =/ Hahas to be honest .. I dont know what to sayy myself. Just like myy cousinn .. I adore cloudyy dayys. Especiallyy todayy havingg seatedd inn myy classroom takingg an everr complicatingg yet brainn-rackingg englishh paperr withh pespirationn's signature printedd onn myy backk as well as the humidityy that was tappingg downn silentlyy unto myy answerrs. At thatt time. I knew i was screwedd. Big time. As the minutes flew past to hours .. I knew that i hadd to compete against against time .. If not, i might have that special privillege of stayingg backk anotherr yearr to findd out what is the storyy behindd time itself. Andd im not gonna do that. Indefinatelyy. Headedd to a basketball court afterr that. For the first time inn myy life, i felt cookedd. As thoughh i was placedd into a scorchingg ovenn. Togetherr withh that familiarr stenchh comingg from lil white crayonn stickks stuckk inn the mouthhs of a few. It just made it worst. Andd to just add to the recordd. The sole of myy shoe was tornn .. Now whats upp with that? Beingg cookedd from the attic was alreadyy badd enoughh .. Now to add to the recordd .. ITs goingg ferr the basement as well? Damnn. It sure is demoralising.

Just as i walkkedd half scorchedd withh the helpp of myy cottonn stinkerrs whichh i basicallyy hadnt washedd ferr a week across the court to get a drinkk .. I couldd have swore i heardd some girls callingg me. Half cookedd .. yet shyy at the same time .. i threw myy headd backk ... Havingg to realise theyy werent callingg ferr me. Now how disappointing was that. Theyy were requestingg to playy bball withh us. Of course .. Those half nude friendds of mine agreedd readilyy yet everr so happilyy to show off theirr jackkfruits. I admire them.

Couldd sayy that i screwedd upp myy 2.4 as well. Just before the race actuallyy begann ... I couldd have swornn i felt everyy bit andd flow of adrenaline flowingg throughh myy veinns. I was preparedd. The hornn was blownn ... Everyyone threw themselves soo front ... I felt withh that immediate thought knowingg i was gonna be last if i continuedd beingg stationaryy. Withh everyy adrenaline i hadd gushingg throughh the veinns of myy bodyy .. I threw myy left legg front andd rann ... Slowlyy .. yet stealthlyy at the same time. Onlyy wussiees wouldd sprint onn the start of a race whichh not onlyy test yerr staminaa but yerr strongg willpowerr as well. Just as i approachedd the first bus stopp .. Onlyy didd i realise the muscles onn myy thighh was startingg to ache soo badlyy as thoughh i was draggingg the force of the windd itself .. But i continuedd all the wayy. Sprintedd at the last sectionn of the race to get myy timingg ... Onlyy whenn i realisedd i got onlyy 2 points forr that. Now .. How demoralisingg cann it possiblyy be.. Suddenlyy a shockingg thought whichh causedd myy jaw to dropp everr so hardd onn the concretedd floorr droppingg anyy toothh i have everr conservedd ferr almost 14 yearrs of myy life was ... I knew i was gettingg oldd. It just cann be THAT demoralisingg.

Its cool stufff

2005-03-04T02:37:00.000-08:00

Hadd a funn dayy's outingg jammingg todayys. It reallyy is about time. Coz we've kindaa been delayingg the dayys alwayys ferr jammingg. But not todayys. Hehhs. School assemblyy enddedd approximatelyy 12.30pm. Headds downn deep withinn the shadows havingg knownn that ive failedd my englishh compre ... Bleahhs. But nahhs. It wasnt ferr longg till i heldd my headd highh upp once againn havingg the guts to look at the skyy deep into the eyes ... Whyy ? Becausee we were goingg jammingg afterr that!! Uhh huhh! Youu heardd me. So yeahhs. We fleww likee the windd immediatelyy hall assemblyy was overr. Ohh andd btws. Youu must be wonderringg who's we huhhs? Its kindaa a schh pal of mine. Shall just referr him as Des. Arrivedd at our destinationn shortlyy afterr. From the looks of it. I was reallyy expectingg somethingg better. It lookedd oldd. REALLY old. So we hadd to payy the munny first before enteringg of course .. So we went in .. Andd whoa. The room sure was small. Smallerr than i everr thought it wouldd be withinn my deepest imaginationns. So we startedd off. I reallyy suckkedd. Kindda pissedd Des off toos. As he was desperatelyy wantingg to playy a songg. But me as the drummer. Reallyy suckedd. Des was like "what are we here forr arhhs ? One songg also neverr playy." But surprisinglyy yet unexpecteddlyy ... Shortlyy afterr , dont blame me ferr boastingg or anyythingg .. but i reallyy playyedd surprisinglyy well. Got into the rhythm beats andd stuff. Soon afterr our time was upp. But nahhs. Nothingg can stopp us!!! MUahahahhahahs!! Er hmms. Myy badd. We decidedd to playy anotherr hour havingg knownn the fact i finallyy couldd get into the rhythms andd stuff. Andd yes. We playyedd playyedd andd playyedd. Evenn some spectators outsidee kept lookingg at us. Hahs. Des kindaa playyedd the electricc or isit acoustic guitarr togetherr withh his singingg andd stuff .. While me beatingg the drums in rhythm!! Boyy it was neat. Andd yeahhs. Our time was upp. Really upp. The guyy in charge toldd us .. So we packedd our stuff andd left. I thankedd the guyy .. Andd whenn we approachhedd the door. Reallyy supposinglyy. We were supposedd to payy fer the secondd hr whichh we playyed. But theyy didnt ask us!! So Des was like " whoa neverr ask arhhs? Quickk zao!(Run)" Out the door he went followedd by me at the backk. Andd whenn i went outta the door. Havingg a small lil figuree of Des. I knew immediatelyy he was running. Reallyy fast at that .. I was scaredd. Really scared. I rann as fast as i possiblyy couldd. We made it eventually. Hahs. Accordingg to Des ... We playyedd like 5 slow songgs i thinkk and 7 praise songgs!! Hellyeahh!! Rawkk on man! Not to mentionn that free hr of jammingg. Hahs!!

2005-02-19T06:59:00.000-08:00

Okayys .. To be honest .. I totally dont know whyy im blogging todayys .. Happy perhaps ? I think. Or not. Bleahhs! Who cares. Was startingg to panic yesterdayy having just a slight glimpse of me havingg to spend the dayy out alone todayy .. Its was really freaky really ... It was likee basicallyy everyone .. And i mean EVERYONE was busyy todayy. But least i found someone who was just as free as i was. Hehs. So yeahh backk to todayys. HmMm, went out with a sch pal to watchh moviee todayys. Yepps. Hide-And-Seek. Come out ... come out ... wherever you are .. Freakedd out. After that went all e wayy to tampines to buyy .... A bag. -.-" Come to thinkk of it now .. It does soundd kindaa lame. Oh bother. So afterr that. GAbbyy couldd finallyy meeet meee!!! Wheeees~ About time i must admit ? I was kindaa sad that i couldnt meet him up this weekend ? But least he madee itt!! whees. Took a 1hr longg bus ride homee. Boyy was it borranngg. And guess what .. C'mon guess!! NO? Fine. I missedd my stop ... Was particularlyy too comfyy with the seat maybe ? Oh wells. Cant blamee my ass muchh if you were to askk me ...

Its been longg

2005-02-17T04:32:00.000-08:00

Oh wells .. Yeahhs been really long since i last blogged .. 2 months now. Just the snap of the fingers and school have startedd till this very point of time. Not really compromisingg at first .. But nahs. Slowly got the hang of school yet agains. Muchh as usual has happened within this period .. YFC? Well we finally got our first PA .. About time i must admit ? But they are still under the processing of the pass thingy .. I mean .. Which kinda police officers check aroundd the boundaries of the churchh .. Bleahs. My school lifee nows .. Though shocking as it may seem .. But half of my class puffs .. They even offered me one ? But nahhs .. Im a smoke free kid. Hehs. Its kindaa amazing really .. So many people in my class smokes .. They even got the guts to bring the cigarettes to school ? That beats it. Anyways .. Yeah. I pierced another hole .. Mum was kindaa pissed at first .. But nahs. Shes fine. What else hmms. Now, if curiousity might be by any chance ringing any doorbell right now whyy im blogging all of a sudden .. Reason is simple .. I dont wish to get my acct deletedd ? Its freakky stuff. And i dont like it one bit ? Yeahs. Found a brother in christ backk in school. Hes really cool and fun to be with. Though at times we whack each other for the fun of it .. But least he can make me laughh like crazyy.. Hahas So yeahh. NO wait! Not done yet! Dont you even think of leaving .. Ive got back in touchh with another long lost pal of mine .. Yupps shes angie .. Yes i know .. You must be banging yer head within each walls of the room right now thinking whos she huhs .. Wells. A long lost pal .. In gold coast .. Neat stuff.

Its just too fast ..

2004-12-31T04:04:00.000-08:00

Just simply within each blink of the eye .. 2 months have just passed. To be honest, i dont think 2 months of school vacation is enough for me .. Im sure every other tortured student feels the same way that i do .. Not only that, received a letter not a few days ago that my school hours have changed. For the worst that is .. Its gonna start from 8.30 in the morning ... Which is good coz least i can have some nice sleep but the worst thing is .. It ends at 5.30 .. Now beat that punk. It really sucks. I hate the principal. Sigh, enough about school life. The ALF.. It was GREAT! It was just soo .. I cant describe it basically .. There was this girl .. Who performed at the entertainment night ... I think her name was Minnie or something like that .. She had a really great voice!! Oh my gosh. It was just soo spectacular .. Now, yeah you all curious people out there must have wondered how did the dance go huh .. Well, we all did well. Fortunately for me .. I didnt really have stage fright then. It was fun the ALF. A few days or perhaps weeks after the ALF .. Back to the good ol days .. Went out with Gabriel most of the times .. Its soo fun hanging around with him .. We share alot about our thoughts and stuff.. Its really fun yet cool chilling around outside with him .. JUst a pity sch's starting this coming monday .. Cant really see him and the rest of the YFCs no more .. Im sooo gona miss them ...

2004-12-12T01:38:00.000-08:00

Been a really really longgg time since i ever last blogged. Yeah, was having too much fun with the slacker's job i guess. Loads and loads of things happened of course. Things like me having to join YFC. You know, its just so wonderful to see how many cheerful people there are serving GOd without us having to know the existence of them living in this world. Its just simply so amazing. Everyone's there is like soo friendly. Haha even Alastair said they are wayyy too friendly... I mean, his nuts right? Isnt others being friendly a good thing? DOHz. So yeah, back to today. We're kinda having a really HUGE GIGANTO camp this coming friday .. And guess what? Im in the opening dance which happens on friday.. TO be honest, i really suck at dancing and stuff. But come to think of it, im really willing to give it a go for GOd. So yeah, we're starting our practices this week as that day of frightening draws near.. Gulp. Not to worries though! God will guide my way through !! Muahahahaha. Er hm. Pardon my insanity. Anyways, we had our practice today.. The music was really really fast. Its techno man. Something which i dont really wanna hear of. And the steps are really complicated. But its okay. We're almost there. Almost ... After that, i went out with Gabriel !! If curiousity must be really pestering you of who might this dude be .. Well, he is one of the really cool duudes which i really enjoy hanging out with!! Yeah, hes a real nice person if you were to know him.. We headed to the gym. He needed some workout man .. For his size, its a gone case. Although mine's alot worst off compared to his. No doubt about that. =/ We were supposed to go swimming after that but it turned out it was raining like crazy today. So what other choice did we have but to skip it. Oh bother. Dumb rain. BLeahz .. Ever wondered how a duude would look like when hes really starving like mad after not having his breakfast and having to survive dance practices and gym workouts? Its ok, i know this duude really well .. Just contact me and perhaps .. Just perhaps ... I'll just let you have a slight glimpse of him. We headed for lunch by the nearby mall.We chatted alot although our parents might say not to talk during mealtimes. =/ And to be honest, he claims to be much of a sadist himself as he reveals his past of truth to me.. Freaky i must admit, but nah. I like duudes who love to share their pasts and stuff with me. Its really fun having to know what they experienced in the past. Well, after that we had to go back. Awwww.. We went to the mrt station and we just sat down by those so called "chairs" and guess what we did? C'mon guess!! NO? Hmph! FIne i'll tell you. We chatted yet again !! But this time, when his train came.. He was like, Nvm la .. Wait for next one .. As for me .. i said the same thing. As time passed ... And as trains passed our time away ... I really had to go. *sobz* although i really cant bear to. So yeah .. It was a tiring day for me .. But nah. Having to hang out around the YFC members and people like Gabriel .. They just brighten up my day. Oh. NOt to mention Gabriel is a sadist himself. SICK. =/

Shucks.

2004-09-26T23:52:00.000-07:00

World War III started last night at approximately 9PM to 10PM odd after coming back from some stoopid dinner full of shitheads like that guy erm what was his name ? Eh .. Roger i presume his name was. Man was i glad my dear yet "cute angel" cuzzie was with me or else damn .. It would be doom's day for me. Well .. So we headed there after service by cab. Of course i had to pay for the cab fare as usual. Hmph. Reached there and i of course had to greet my relatives .. It sure was a huge family if you were to ask me.. So anyways after greeting exactly yet almost all of em .. I settled my ass down beside my cuzzie. And aww hell no i saw that dirtbag "Roger" heading his way here .. I was like going .. Shit. SO he came and started talking trash. Hehe but the scheming me dragged my cuzzie down with me into the river full of crocs ... Which also means , my cuzzie also got to suffer the same fate as to get trash talked by that scum... So alright fine.. Then his crappy dickhead brother came along .. Me tried to ignore them .. BUt i just cant. So anyways it was photo-taking time. We all had our pictures taken with our families .. After that headed and walked around a lil and that stoopid crappy bro of that "Roger" shithead tried to tickle me .. Aww c'mon pretell. In this world only 7 people could tickle me. They are my mum .. Granny... Best of frenz Alastair .. Masli .. Joevenn .. My beloved dar dar .. My great cool cuzzie Leonard ... And of course that self proclaimed "cute angel" cuzzie .. Damn him man. Tried tickling me? SLapp he face pretell !! After that we all headed home and that was when World War III began. My mum found out i had been going to another church secretly. Was all my dumb carelessness which led her to the truth. Yeah. World War III lasted till today. Its better now ... FOr at least i think it is .. SHucks.

Home sucks

2004-09-23T04:11:00.000-07:00

Returned after some hard study revise with Joe today ... Wasnt too bad. Supposed to head for cycling today but ended up going to study. On the way home Joe and i crapped like there's no tomorrow .. Lolz been a long time since i had such a laugh. Think probably only Joe can cheer my day up or even make me laugh like crazy. Reached home and first thing was to hear my grandma nagg. Wanted to ask me what colour shirt am i wearing to that relative's birthday this coming saturday. Was planning to wear black but she readily disagreed because of the "Bad Luck" (Slapp Her Face.) Okay so fine .. BLack no huh? How about white? White's good is it not?? To my surprise she said No as usual. She probably doesnt agree with me anything which i even do at all. (Slapp Her Face X2) So whats up now huh. Slamming things around .. Throwing tantrums into my face .. Like i even give a damn? I doubt i do. Mum reached home and that so called "BIG" mouth of hers of course is to report everything to my Mum. Thought my mum would allow me to wear white the very least and would stand on my side of the battlefield. But guess what? Backstabbed me with too many knives to be counted behind my back. Darn it hurts .. SHe told me that the relative is very superstitous... Aww c'mon pretell .. Im already like giving him loads of face by attending his bday dinner and is this what i get in return? Cut me some slack will ya? I mean what's the problem with you pretell??? White no .. BLack also no. Slapp your face damit.

Hot crap

2004-09-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

Headed to central after school today with good friend of mine to buy some crappy games but supposingly it turned out that the darned shop was closed. Oh bother. Now he thinks i backstabbed him twice .. Mainly because the last time we went there we assumed the shop was open in which it wasnt... But still anyways. It was still pretty much early and wasnt in the mood to head home just yet ... So yeah we just roamed about heads down within the shadows having to know that all hopes for the games we planned to buy are all gone ... Just gone. So we decided to like erm drop by Joe's school to check out hows it like there ... That good friend of mine kept telling me to get inside of the school .. So of course that gutless yet good for nothing me decided that if he could walk into the front porch of the schooland give a wave to me to prove that the school accepts other students from other schools to get a visit. But .. You probably must have guessed that he did it huh ? Unfortunately though , i apologize for dissapointing you guys out there .. But he didnt. It was just a pure bummer. And whom would have even thought of us heading to give our bodies some sun-tanning? DOnt worry .. We had our clothes on .. Lied near the hdb on some humongo steps and just gazing the sun into our eyes... Man that hurt. Ok .. So that's about it which happened today. You must be thinking .. Hmm what a stoopid day you had Jon. Why bother explaining it in the blog? WHy? Because i have no idea of what to blog next pretell. Kinda looking forward to this Saturday and on the other hand not looking forward to it. Firstly .. Im looking forward to it because im heading to church.. I know. You must be thinking its so lame. But whatever. Anyways .. Im not looking forward to it because im forced to attend some crappy dinner. The thought in which having to meet my Aunt's children just gives me the creeps big time. They are like 2 retarded freak heads which has mouths of machine guns which talk non stop. Its annoying. No offence .. But i just hate them.

Snooze

2004-09-18T08:10:00.000-07:00

Oh snooze ... Having attended church today yet again ... I've realised the meaning of living in this world .. Itz basically for the LORD himself .. Ok anyways ... Could say i've made a new friend today at church .. Hes a really cool guy .. Even headed to pasar malam with him after service .. Yeah yeah , you muz be thinking .. Damn .. You two suck .. Of all places .. Pasar Malam ?! Well you guyz cant really blame me .. I mean its him who wish to go .. Anyways we just walked around i say this really cool shades ... Had to borrow from him 3 bucks though... Ok whatever. I know its getting boring already. SO joe smsed me saying hes going out with 2 gals next week ... So well ... My reaction goes.. "Whoopidingo" Easily excited over small stuff ... I know he's sneaky motive behind this sms. He just wana make me feel jealous. I already have my dar dar loving me and that's all i need. Whos even gives a damn about him going out with two gals ... What a scum.

Hell yeah

2004-09-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

Backed after a day's out fun at Escape today with Joe. Darn sure im dead beat i am today .. Been like 2 years since i last visited Escape .. Stoopid Joe .. Made me go unto all those scary rides .. Haha but was fun throughout tho. Got wet twice .. Or was it thrice? Haha who cares .... We were like drenched all over ... Feeling cold from head to toe .. Oh yeah .. Another of those scary stuff was that erm Flipper crappy thingy or whatever you call that ... Came outta it half-dead. Just imagine a zombie-like human being walking outta the graveyard. Yuppz .. Thats me alright ... Haha .. Another funny thing was that when we rode the pirate ship .. In which we were sitted up at the most top , our asses was actually being lifted up by the force of gravity ... Haha , Joe action till liddat .. Raises his hands up high , And nearly slipped off. Serves him right pretell.

Awww C'mon

2004-09-08T04:19:00.000-07:00

Having watched A Cinderella Story yesterday ... I suppose that fairytales could really do exist in reality ... Except for the fact that my friend twitched at the sight of Hilary Duff kissing Chad Michael Murray that much ... Yeah .. During that part he kept saying aww c'mon .. Haha yupps you cant blame him for being so uptight about the fact that he is awfully crazy over Hilary Duff ... But after watching that movie .. I do think that Hilary Duff is a cool gal after all .. Ok , whatever .. Enoguh about Cinderella Story ... After that , we watch Garfield. Yupps .. the life of that fat , orange yet fuzzy lil cat slacking around downtown in search for his good ol friend odie ... Okay never mind .. SHall not say any further .... Came back from a haircut just then. Yuppx i've got a hairstyle looks of a broom. Should tell my mum dont bother to buy a new one no more ... Yeah .. After that played CS with Joe .. He was planning to cut his hair first in fact but after looking at my contagious yet frightening hairstyle .. He didnt want to no more. Hahax we went to play CS after that. Didnt play CS for quite some time ... And of course , the usual me always has the upper hand ...

Itz Finally COmpleted !

2004-09-05T13:05:00.000-07:00

Ooof ... Finally completed the works of my "new born bloggie" Anyways just wanted to apologize for any inconvienence caused. (Sound so much like a construction worker) So yeah ... Loadsa things happened .. Too much to be explained anyways .. So i shall just start off by saying yeah .. I finally gotta watch Anacondas .. It was an awesome show .. Despite the eating and stuff liddat .. Cant wait to watch Garfield that sloppy yet fuzzy cute lil cattie movie and A Cinderella Story exceptionally starring Hilary DUff ... Yeah you guessed it ... NOT ! You might be thinking that im a Hilary Duff fan or something liddat rightx? Nah .. Watching for the sake of my friend. He's simply crazy about Hilary Duff ... Itz finally the holidays ... Me right now just slacking at home listening to some nice and soothing anime music .. And yay .. Itz gonna rain anytime now .. ^.^